to make me feel like everything's alright like im the apple of you eye.
promise everyday you're gonna try
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Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 7:35 PM
ello . a guy . a friend of mine . stop messaging me . but message my friend instead . why ? ... hais .. just so tension ... wanna die die die ! ... wanna cut cut cut myself .. ! its just so hard for me to live in this world . im always the imperfect person ... while my bestfriend always the perfect person . life so fucked up ! ... cant control it . hais . syahida syahida ... what happen to u ? .. wake up bitch ? .. are you there ? .. useless fellow ! ... better die luh syahida ! .. losing a friend like u ... so hard to live ! .. if it end like this . i have to power to stop u . but im here ,, crying for you ! ... (x i know it wont meant anything to u . forget me if you want to ? ... its just up to u . ok luh . i cant convince u . if u fall for my bestfriend . congrats ! .. all the best . take care her .. wish all the best for you two ! .. toodles ,, [[` missbabyjane ! .
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