i love you like hell but you dont give a damn anymore.
i regreted for not accepting you.

i know, its random.
i have to let this feeling out.
its been here for quite long.
and it cut me like a knife.
hais, im being too emotional here.
if you read this, just wanna tell you that ;
you're the first guy whom i cried for.

if you guys reading this post and you hate it , get lost aights.
if you love it , then keep on reading.
i just wanna let my feelings out because i have no one to share with.
i dont expect my parents especially.
they think this relationship and love thingy is bullshit.
yeah, i agree with it but basically you cant run away from it.
if i talk about this to them, i ll get worst.
they wont comfort or what instead they make my feelings worser !
hais, byebye ):
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