S, ♥

2010-10-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Same old boring Saturdays !

2010-10-06T14:11:00.001+08:00

Omgee ~
Yestd was awesome !
I met up with boyf at his house , slacked awhile .
Then we ate kfc at Heartland Mall .
Then we went our seperate ways , i took bus 80 to Haji Lane& he went for training .
Met up with Safiah then join the girls at Mosi Cafe for sheesha .
AWESOME ^^

2010-10-01T15:11:00.001+08:00

HEYHEYHEY !
Stay home friday , sucks !
Ive been gg out lately , gonna stay home today .
Ever heard of Haven drama ?
Omgee ~ Its awesome .
Blaaaaaaaaaaaah .
Now , im left with 1wk holiday more before starting of attachment .
Hopefully , i'll get an awesome clinical instructor !
Obviously , couldnt wait to see my attachment buddies !
First day of 1.2 attachment at TTSH , 8am meet outside Kopitiam .
Yadaa yadaa .

2010-09-11T15:10:00.001+08:00

HEYY !
Im gg tampines ltr meetup with Jamie .
STUDY, STUDY, STUDY !
&Finally ive updated my blog .
I wish 08September2010 didnt end !
Ponteng school& went to boyf house bcos he didn't go work .
We watched movie, sleep& quarrel about this bitch name hunneystar .
Ive cursed you& im freaking serious .You really breaking my rship& bcos of tht i'll nvr forgive you . Hopefully by then you got a boyf& i cursed tht you get the retribution back.
Fuckedup spoilt brat . Yadaayadaa , went to FarEast with boyf .
I bought clutch for Hari Raye . Afterwards go back to his house back .
I went back to sleep , watch 90210 & prepare for breaking fast .
I wanna wish , Selamat Hari Raya !

2010-07-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

Pheww ~
Long tiring week!
Finally last day of the week.
Hsh at 2.45pm.
Currently chatting with Zee& msg-ing with boyf& Farah Archie :D
Hehehee, i can't wait to meet you people tmrw again!
Lets make our stomach empty! Hahaha.
Ain meet her boyf today watching movie (: sweetaye!
&Yestd was awesome baby! I want it again ;D
Hehehe.

♥♥♥

2010-07-17T15:38:00.001+08:00

Boo~
School was normal.
Yestd after school went home straight cos need to meet boyf.
Hsh at 5pm, bathed& get ready.
I went out at 5.45pm.
We went bugis :D
Tmrw is our 5month annivesary.
Awesome !

♥♥♥

2010-07-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello .
School start , it feels so sucky .
&i fell sik again ): hoho .
Anyw , i miss this drug Abdul Jamil .
Hehe , rot-ing at home .
Tmrw gg school , oh damn .
I end school at 6pm .
Another sucky day . Hoho .

♥♥♥

2010-06-19T18:36:00.004+08:00

Oh well, rot-ed at home whole day long!
Entertain-ed myself by watching VampireDiares.
It's oh so damn cool!
Haha , hell yeah.
Now im at episode 7? I guess so.
Yadaa yadaa.
Gonna continue watching.

18June2010
Hello ,
Let's just summaris-ed wht i did on the 18.
I met my boyf.
Our anniversary laa! ;D
Basically, i met him at Hougang first.
From thr we proceed to Henderson Waves.
Oh damn, the staircase tht lead us to Henderson Waves was like hell.
It's steep& slant-ed. Reach-ed thr, settle-d down.
Talk-ed super random stuff, yadaa yadaa.
I was abt to have my super late lunch& dinner, ain't diet bitch.
Haha. I saw Ratu, my classmate. Such a coincident. she was with this guy.
I just can't pronounce his name, like seriously. Haha. She was sitting with me.
Suddenly her date's member came by& just slack thr.
I have to admit, I didn't spent much time with boyf.
Sad-ed ): Haha, yadaayadaa.

♥♥♥

2010-06-16T12:03:00.001+08:00

Im giving up.
I can't endure you anymore.
I don't feel appreciated.
Do you really want this rship?

♥♥♥

2010-06-15T19:22:00.001+08:00

; I love these bitches ♥

Hello.

As you know, i went out with my collegues yestd; TanTockSeng group3.

I enjoyed every bits of it.

Damn, i got sunburn. Yeahyeah, poor me.

Haha, yadaayadaa.

Im gonna miss you all, especially those ups& downs we had in the ward.

All the troubles we face so many times.
I just can't wait for 1.2 attachment with you people!

2010-06-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Yay, holiday officially starts Friday, 3pm!
This time im gonna appreciate my holiday.
Hahaa, I wouldn't want a holiday so much accept for now.
Tired of working at hosp. Oh my, felt like hell thr.
Whtever is it, i do love some of the patient thr (:
Yadaa yadaa, tmrw gg sentosa with my collegues.
I just can't wait!

2010-06-02T18:19:00.001+08:00

Its been quite sometime tht I didnt update my blog .

Bz working& have no time .

Haha . My weekends is pack-ed by my boyf .

Yeah , same routine . Hoho .

Yadaa yadaa , you dont seem to appreciate my presence ):

♥♥♥

2010-04-24T11:56:00.002+08:00

; was she everything that you were looking for ?

2010-04-17T16:29:00.001+08:00

Afternoon !
Waa , almost 1wk i didn't update .
Attachment started so kinda bz .
Super tiring (: Hoho .
I can't wait tmrw !
Yadaa yadaa ,
First is tht Sandeep's bday , gg down bishan celebrate (:
Second is my 2month anny . Yaa , whtever .
I didn't expect much from boyf . Definately no roses& etc .
&Also no romantic places . Sad-ed much , i know ):

Toodle readers ,

2010-04-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

I cannot sleep till you tell me what's wrong , put me out of this misery .
I don't know what it is you're gonna wanna say to me will I be devastated ?
All my hopes run dry cos tonight I'm devastated .
You're my whole damn life and now I'm devastated

2010-04-09T21:56:00.005+08:00

Hello !
So let's recap wht i did for this week , starting from 5April .

5April2010
Oh monday !
I went to bishan . Met up with Sufang , JiuanBby& BelSayang (:
Slack-ed with them at Marcus blk . Haha ,
Around 6pm BelSayang leave-d . Only left Sufang , JiuanBby& me .
6.30pm we walk-ed slowly to Bishan CC's toilet .
We went to J8 , bought telephone cord rubber band .
I need a new one , cos mine is with boyf .
So , half of me is with him ;D
Anyw , i accidently brought along my Mummy's hp .
Yaa , wtf . She call-ed me& pick-edup . She said , i left my hp at BishanCC's toilet .
Then need rush-ed back . Wtf .
Yadaa yadaa , met Dian& pass her things then went back home .

6April2010
Oh tuesday !
I met boyf at hougang .
I cant recall-ed whr we went or wht .
Yadaa yadaa , nehmind forget it .
Basically , i went out with dear-est boyf (:
Im loving it

7April2010
Oh wednesday !
Supposing got school but in the end i didnt go .
Haha , met the usual people in the morning .
Sat at Mc's ate breakfast& enjoy-ed playing WIFI .
Haha , from thr went to starbucks with Farah& Ain .
Farah bought hot chocolate , nice-y !
Ain went to change . Afterwards , went to int took bus23 .
Farah& me alight first at Safra while Ain continue her journey to meet up with her boyf somewhr .
Met up her brother , bought ciggies& went back to Tamp1 rooftop .
Ratu , Mira , Huda& Ida was thr . Slack-ed till 12plus& they all went off .
Only left Farah , Huda& me . Hahaa ,
We went window shopping afterwards .
Yadaa yadaa ,
Time to go home . Haha (:

8April
Oh thurday !
I told mummy i got school .
In the end , went to boyf house early in the morning .
We watch-ed movie , had breakfast over at his house .
Around 12plus leave-d the house& went to Plaza Singapura .
We watch-ed Ju-on& now im having problem sleeping . Grr ~
Afterwards , had late lunch at Ljs (:
After eating he sent me back to Woodlands .
Yadaa yadaa , so thts it (:
Home sweet home ,

Today
Oh friday !
Last day of the weekdays (:
Same thing again , went to boyf house early in the morning .
We talk-ed , in the end both fall asleep . Haha ,
Then i woke up bcos his friend msg him . The ringtone ah , waa !
Haha , then i need to climb the window& go out bcos the brother at home .
I can't go out thro the door , lucky he live 1st floor .
Lucky him ! So , wait-ed for him at the voideck to get ready .
We went to Suntec bcos thr's electronic sales ! HAHA .
Afterwards , went to MarinaSquare for late lunch again .
We ate Mc's , Haha . Fat-ning .
After late lunch , we went to Bugis . I bought two tops .
Boyf help me pay . Thanks bby (:
Then we took bus80 to bby's house bus-stop .
I took 82 to sengkang then took 161 back to woodland .
Yadaa , haha .

2010-04-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

Oh my ! Im rot-ing at home again today . Darn ,
Let me recap wht i've been doing for the last few days .

2April2010
! Boyf's class pit !
Baby gave me a wakeup calls .
Heh , i wokeup& clean-ed up the house .
Yadaa yadaa ,
He came over my house after send-ing the chicken to his friend house at Yishun .
Around 1.45pm we leave the house . We took 966 to ParkwayParade .
Yadaa yadaa ,
He bought biscuit& chocolates from Marks&Spencer .
Ah yes , my previous job .
Then i bought OCK( oldchangkee ) , hehehe . Yummy ;D
Enjoy-ed OCK while walking to ECP .
&Finally reach-ed ECP .
Yadaa yadaa ,
Around 8.30pm he sent me off back to Woodlands& he went back to ECP .

3April2010
Rot-ed at home .

2010-04-01T02:05:00.000+08:00

29March2010
Rot-ed at home .

30March2010
Met boyf around 3pm at Hougang .
We went to ate our late lunch at Mc's
Hehe , I had mcnuggets& boyf had mcspicy .
Yummy , from thr we took 80 to bugis .
Reach-ed bugis , walk-ed around . I bought a pair of red rose earrings .
&We head-ed back to hougang .
By the time it's 7plus , i took 161 back to woodlands .

31March2010
Oh well, woke up at 1.30pm cos Mira call-ed me .
She came over my house to help me in taking pictures for my blogshop
Credits to her . So far i sold quite a few of items .
Haha , yay ! ;D She went back home around 7pm .
So thts all for tht day .

1April2010
April's fool day . Damn .
Haha , i dont want any prank please .
Meeting boyf ltr on at Sengkang .
Accompany-ing him go buy chicken for his class pit tmrw -.-
&Yes , im coming . Damn ! He's ton-ing .
I dont really agree of him ton-ing . Aiya !
Do whtever he wanna do .
If i find out anything , im gg breakup .
Final decision .

2010-03-28T00:39:00.004+08:00

NightMorning !
It's still dark , haha .
It's 12.41am now& makes today Sunday . Last day of the wk .
Yesterday i wen't out with mummy& boyf .
Like i said , we went to sakura(downtown east) had our dinner .
Yummy ! We came thr with an empty stomach .
It was really pack-ed . Yikes !
All of us ate non-stop eating until our stomach was really really bloated .
Lastly , i had ice-cream to end my dinner :D
Chocolate ice cream , yummy .
Sadly , then don't have yoghurt . Grr !
Hehehe . Tmrw meeting boyf again .
Gg tampines , sepak takraw (:
Haha , again ? I know . Hehehehe .

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

Morning !
Yesterday , rot-ed at home .
Do my blogshop . Haha , like finally .
I need to get rid some of my clothes alr .
Wahaha ! :D So please support .
Today boyf coming my house .
Afterwards , eating dinner with mama& boyf at sakura(downtown east)
YAY :D hehehe , can't wait .
&Please support my blogshop :D

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

Goodmorning !
Today meeting boyf . wheee ~ Hehehe .
Gg hougang to meet him first , from thr we proceed to Douby Ghaut Green .
We never go thr before , so first time .
Anyw , today is Luqman's bday . Happy bday to you .
Cey ! Somebody finally 17 but im older ;D
HAHAHA .
Currently chat-ing with Ayeen& Ifaaketot .
OH MY ! Now is alr 1.30 , i need get ready . Damn !

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-24T19:08:00.008+08:00

Hello .
I didn't went out today , rot-ed at home .
Just now , went to northplaza with HongSheng .
I check-ed my account balance , want-ed to topup bby's prepaid .
Haha , still left afew cents . So no need , wahaha !
While walk-ing back home , we smok-ed .
Afterwards , went to shop nearby my house .
&I bought haven& earth icelemontea . Slurp slurp ! ;D
Then he walk-ed me home , (:
When i got home , went to bath then call-ed Ayeen (:
Accompani-ed her talk-ed while she wait-ed for her friend .
&I ended up blog-ing now (: HAHA .
I wanna upload some pictures tht i took with bby quite long ago .

At bby's house ; 9March2010

During class bbq . Cats with our names on the sand , random much (:

; 12March2010

Toodles reades ,

2010-03-24T16:04:00.009+08:00

Love is a promise ,
love is a souvenir ,
once given never forgotten ,
never let it disappear .

2010-03-23T23:36:00.008+08:00

Hello .
Today went out with bby . Met bby at hougang interchange around 3pm .
We had late lunch at KFC , yummy ! (: We took bus 82 to Punggol end .
We walk-ed around thr , some people were fishing& one of them caught a seahorse !
Coolshit , i know ;D We walk-ed by the seashore holding hands . Sweetaye (:
We sat somewhr , he drew stickman of us . It's prettaye , (:
Finally he sat down after throwing tree sticks to the sea , lame-o .
&We took afew pictures .
Bby's cute little ponytail , (:

NurSyahidaAbuBakar ♥ AbdulJamilBinSamuri .

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Heyhey !
Just now went to bishan , met up Jiuan , Joey& SuFang (:
I miss them ! Hehe . I got to meet them awhile cos mummy was so mad at me .
She ask-ed me to go home . Grr ~ Must meet them soon !
Maybe after their common test . &Oh , before gg bishan , met up with HongSheng .
He gave me afew sticks . Thanks ! Appreciate it alot (:
Tomorrow maybe gg boyf's house . Hm , not doing anything ! Haha , cheeky much .

To , Joey : Cheerup okay ! Don't be upset . Wht goes around comes around . I do believe in retribution . Smile ,

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-22T12:03:00.002+08:00

Morning .
Yesterday talk-ed things out with boyf .
He cried , it's like waa . miracle .
He told me tht he cried bcos of ;
First : I regret for wht I did to you in the past .
Second : I can't give me wht you want& dk wht to do .
Third : Im useless .
Fourth : You had done things tht amazed me& didn't expect it .
Fifth : You're perfect for me .
End msg .
WOW ! Im touch-ed . ily .
&Oh , please keep my tagboard alive (:
Toodle readers ,

2010-03-20T16:27:00.002+08:00

Afternoon.
Oh well, yesterday rot-ed at home .
Today suppose to meet bby but fucking hell he didn't call me .
Tick tock , suppose to call me at 2plus . Let see , now it's alr 4plus !
Bitch ! It's really pissing me off . This is the 3rd time he broke the promise .
Don't bother apologize it to me . I give up on you , seriously !

Toodles readers ,

2010-03-19T16:01:00.005+08:00

Good Afternoon .
Happy Belated 1month anniversary bby !
Yesterday was fun ! HEHE . Meet bby at sengkang around 6plus .
We went to eat Mcdonald at compass . Yummy , mcnuggets (:
After eating went to PrimaDeli , bought cheese waffles :D
Then walk-ed slowly to Riverside Park , somewhr near compass point .
We slack-ed until 9plus , walk-ed to Farmway LRT . Took the LRT back to compass .
&We took 161 straight to woodland int . Bby sent me home .
Sweetaye ! HAHA ;D We didn't celebrate our 1month but spending time tgt was superb !
ILYSM .

2010-03-13T11:46:00.006+08:00

Dear love , I had fun with you yesterday . Sorry if i didn't entertain you tht much ):
You had my friend , Luqman who entertain-ed you . I enjoy-ed every single minutes with you ! :D
Hope you'll forgive me . Anyw , yesterday I didn't get to ton .
Mama didn't let , hmpft ! Bbq was fun . This is the first time I actually doing it . Fan-ing dk wht .
HAHA ! I fed bby food , he was so shy to help himself . As usual , go smoke afterward (:
We drew cats on the sand with our names in it . Cute huh ? I know ;D
Around 9plus I went off , walk-ed to 966 bus stop with bby (:
He sent me back to woodland& took 161 home .
Otw home in the bus 966 , listen-ed to jiwang (sentimental) song .
OMG ! I don't actually listen to tht kind of song , for bby sake I did . Grr ~
&Another tomorrow , gonna meet bby after kompang(malay traditional stuff) (:
We're gg to Suntec . Body shop have sales ! OHMY ! It's a must go !
Toodles readers , (:

2010-03-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

Evening ! (:
In the morning quarelling with bby . Hmpft .
Meeting him a day was nvr enough ):
I want more time with him .
Somehow somewht , we're okay now .
I miss bby .
Anyw , just now came down bishan met Jiuan Baby , Joey Khoo , Deep Teddybear& Daren Koh .
Slack-ed until 4.30pm , walk-ed to mrt with Joey . Before tht went to J8 toilet .
Joey said , thr's a group of malay guys looking at me . HAHA .
Tmrw gg class pit at ECP , bringing bby along . Hehe . We're gg to drink , wheeeu ~
Toodles readers , (:

2010-03-08T10:55:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning .
Today start school late , yes ! Hehe .
Oh love , imysm .
Sorry , I wasn't good enough for u .
When I go out with u , I see pretty girls .
I look at myself& compare with them .
I must say , I envy them .
How I wish-ed I'm as pretty as them .
I wasn't the same like ur previous ex-es .
All I gave u was burden instead of happiness .
Dear love , do u regret being with me ?
I swear with all my heart , I don't .
Sorry my love ,

2010-02-20T17:42:00.001+08:00

Afternoon .
This morning went to school . I got phase test . Oh my , I was so damn nervous !
Finally get it over& done with , I've pass ;D Hooray ! Haha . After school , went to eat lunch with classmates . Afterwards when to open plaza to smoke& slack . I was so mad with boyfriend today ! I thought I could share the joy tht I pass my phase test with him but no , he suppose-d to go out with me but he got something on . Fuck ! I hate it . He promise-d tht this will be the last time . Hmpft ! He should make sure he meant his words . He don't have time for me . He doesn't prioritize me . I just dk wht to say more . Im at the edge of giving up . &Bby , my wish is still not fulfilled yet . So don't assume tht it is cos my wish was to be with you& spend time with you more . Get it ? So whtever . Don't even have mood to go out with friends . Sorry ! ):

♥♥♥

2010-02-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

Afternoon .
Yesterday was awesome ! Hehe . Baby came my house to fetch me .Then took mrt but we didn't know whr we heading to . Haha . In the end we made up our mind to go Marina Square . Reach-ed thr then go Golden Village . We plan-ed to watch Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief . Sadly thr's no more available seats ! Sad-ed . Food is calling us , so we went to McDonald to have dinner . It was really pack-ed . Order-ed our food then takeaway , ate at staircase . Hehe ! Since we didn't get to catch a movie so we really have no other plans . Slack-ed at the staircase until it's time go home . Haha . I must admit it was fun tho it looks pretty boring . At least I had this opportunity to spend the nights with him . Haha ! P.s , someone was horny ;D Shh ~ Hehe . When it's time to leave , baby walked to the another side of the staircase& he saw somebody hiding behind a wall . It's like he's hiding& looking at us since we were having some privacy time . Oh my ! My heart was not on ease . & Ya bcos of tht I didn't get to sleep , I had nightmare . Stupid guy who's peep-ing at us . Somehow somewht I feel tht he's not a human . Haha . Serious ! Okay , whtever . Baby is still sleeping now . Tsk ~ Recently he ask-ed me wht I want for my bday . Hehe ! He still remember when is my bday , Im touch-ed ! I said nothing but thr's something which is all I want for my bday was him . I want him to have more time to spend with me . Eventho he don't prioritize me , I didn't ask for much . Oh well , hope my bday present come true &it's not a dream
&I never love a guy like u before . Thanks for making my day& I do appreciate ur effort . I hope i did urs too .

♥♥♥

2010-02-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Morning !
Happy Valentine's Day to all the readers !
I woke up early today , very early . Around 9am ?
Brush-ed teeth then watch-ed tv . Ate oats for breakfast .
Yummy& indeed very healthy . Hm , then went online .
Chat-ed with someone , i forgot who . Oh well , doesn't matter .
Watch-ed movie , Hachiko: A dog story . I must admit tht it's really touching .
The dog is very loyal& super cute . I must confess tht i cried .
It's not tht im being emotional ! It's a true story . Boohoo ~
I wanted to watch My Ex but Im scared so no thanks . HAHA !
Anyway , Im gg out ltr with Jamil so I hope thr's no more interuption .
& Oh , Im craving for chocolate . Baby , I want chocolate can ? ;D

♥♥♥

2010-02-14T06:41:00.004+08:00

Afternoon.
Supposingly gg out with Jamil todae but it the end cancel .
He didn't really say cancel but somehow we're not gg out .
Sad-ed . Oh my , just met him yesterday& now Im missing him badly .
I baked for him cookies . Haiya . Oh well , gg to throw it .
Hm . My cookies doesn't mean a thing to him . So whtever .
Msg-ing with him now . Trying not to fight , don't want anymore arguements .
He'll nvr understand how much I love him& how much I need him by my side .
Why are guys heartless ? Somehow somewht , Im giving up .
They just don't understand wht we girls want .
You will always see a smile in me but behind those smile is full of sorrow .
Dear god , I love him as much as I love you . I want him to be a part of me .

♥♥♥

2010-02-13T23:22:00.005+08:00

Morning . I woke up at 9am , brushe-d teeth& went online .
Currently chat-ing with Jiuan Bby& Ayeen .
Hehe . Amad called me around 4am when im sleeping soundly .
Oh well , it's quite shocking tht he actually called me . I thought he long gone .
Hm , evil much ? I ain't evil . It's a fact tht he just leave me just like tht .
Hmpft ! Then he text-ed me , i miss you ): Hm , i didn't reply . So wht ?
He contact-ed with my close friend before . Motherfucker .
Doesn't matter , living life to the fullest with Jamil (:
Eventho thr's up& down, i still love him . HAHA ! Sound so emotional . Whtever .
Ayeen having problem with AdamAshHarry . I hope tht everything will be fine by todae .
Yesterdae , Rachel gave the whole class a cookies for Valentine Day. It's very nice , Chocolate Chip Cookie :D
Jamie said , Cyida's laughter is contagious .
Ratu&ChaCha said , Cyida is a chilli sauce girl .

p.s, happyvalentinedae;D
♥♥♥

2010-02-07T01:42:00.008+08:00

Good Afternoon :D woke up in the morning& went online .
I was chatting with Hongsheng , he called me ronald 'cyiida' macdonald .
HAHA ! hm , i told him tht i need buy a waterproof shoes for school .
He said buy a pair of boots& i told him , it will be too big for my feet .
Thts whr he got the name , better than PCK right !

5th february 2010
I end school at 2.30pm . I had detention due to coming late to class .
HAHA . 1hr detention was fun . We're like having spring cleaning in the lab .
HAHA ! Ratu& Chacha supposed to have detention too but then they cabot school on tht dae .
They missed all the fun ! While doing the cleaning we chat with our Mr Hotstuff , Mr Chris ; our CA .
HEHE . His a convert . &we all were curious over his Islam name , so we asked .
He told us his Islam name is Ibrahim . Haha .
Detention was up& Jamie, Ayeen and me went to lepaq somewhr around Tamp .
It was fun . Full of laughters .

4th February 2010
I went to Bedoq Resevoir for cross country . Hehe , it was fun .
Im in 16th position for B division girls , wheeeu ~
I didn't expect tht , but i feel so satisfied .
After the event is over; me, Ayeen& Ratu went to Chacha house to bath-ed . Hehe .
We were all sweating . Tsk , smelly ! HAHA .
After bathing , went back to school& we were late . 1hr detention . Boohoo ~

♥♥♥

2009-12-06T15:48:00.006+08:00

Omg ~ My blog is die-ing .
Getting over of Ahmad Elyas Sufi Bin Salim .
He's gone , maybe found another girl .
Anw , let's update more abt me .
Firstly , now is holiday and i found a job at Marks& Spencer but it dont work tht well thr .
Worked thr for 2 wks& my service has been terminated . Yaa , whtever .
Currently working at telemarketer at The Dating Loft with Jiuan Baby :D
There's a ladyboss called Ada . 2 or 3 pretty consultants& 3 telemarketer .
HAHA , so little ? I know , it's a small company tht have been living 3yrs& more .
Everyone is friendly . You feel comfortable workiing thr (:
You can have smoke break freely unlike Marks& Spencer .
Surprisingly , Joey& Renel can tahan working thr . OMG ~
&Lastly , i miss everybody in Marks& Spencer at Centrepoint outlet .

♥♥♥

2009-09-01T20:15:00.011+08:00

Hello.
Didn't update my blog for so long . Something wrong with my internet& now it's perfectly fine. Yesterdae went out with Ahmad Elyas Bin Salim ♥ Gaaaaaaaaahs ~ been gg out with hym lately. Saturday and yesterdae . Before meeting Amad , i went out with Bel . After school , Bel accompany me back home . I bath and change . After that we went to Sengkang , slacked with her primary school friends . Then when to Bel's house , we camwhore alot . From thr i took bus and meet Amad at Compass Point , went to break our fast at Long John (: imhvm (: Huuuu ~ tmr no paper so no school . No life , hahas . Tmr gg sayang's house which is at Sengkang. Taking bus thr . Before tht gg granny house take Nokia USB cable. I bought my fone and they didn't give USB cable , bloody bastard. So mummy went back to the shop yesterdae &they said tht we need to buy which cost around 40bucks. WTF. They're insane ! Normally when u buy a fone, the USB cable is alr inside the package. Hmmms , i've gtg . Need to go shower now , it's damn cold ! omg ~
Byebye , update next tyme ppl (:

ily baby, ♥ amad

♥♥♥

2009-07-25T17:28:00.008+08:00

Just got back from school . Art ): Finally doing my final work .
Done with prep work . Damn tiring , colour here and there .
It's okay , im satistied with my work . Oh well , from my view it's nice ;D
Hahaha . Im doing desinging , isn't it cool or wht ?
Hahahas ! Okay , it's enough .
And yeah , my sayanq doing her final work too today .
Yay . Wait , don't get the wrong idea . We ain't lesbian , just bestfriend in school .
Okay , good ! Hahaha . God damn it , im hungry .
Ate maggie in the morning before going school .
Tsk ! Im like starving now , sadxz . Mummy never cook .
Woah , craving for Pizza Hut now ! ):
Im blank dont know wht to blog anymore due to me hungry-ness ! ):

♥♥♥

2009-07-19T15:31:00.006+08:00

Peekaboo !~
Didnt update my blog for quite sometime . Nothing to blog about , no life .
Gaaaaaaaahs , study3 ! Hahaha . Today maybe going out .
Going library (: do art with girlfye (: I know im very hardworking .
Hehehe . Imy , fienabitch :D Heees , cant wait to meet u .
And yeah , been staying back in school for art and other subjects too .
But mostly in art cos i love art . Hehe . My passion for art is strong .
Okay , im talking rubbish now . Hm , okay lah . Need to bath and dress up .
Going out soon :D

♥♥♥

2009-06-26T14:07:00.005+08:00

Hello hello , (:
Yesterday came down bishan met Jiuan & Nana (:
Slacked at bishan for awhile , then went to Upper Thomson; Champion .
Played pool . I didn't won any game , sadxz ! Hahahas .
And yeah I improved , clap3 ! :D
Afterwards took bus to Bishan Interchange . Saw Rachel in the bus 410 .
She going out with Ryan , her cousin . Watched movie , whooo !
Hahahas . Afterthat , accompanied Jiuan go print some photos for her D&T work .
Slacked at J8 , smoke-d . Then went back woodlands , slacked again and went home around 8 .
Boring life , hahahas . I know . Afew more days to go and school's open . YesYesYes !

2009-06-14T20:53:00.008+08:00

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

; Fuck Love.

Sick , sick , sick

2009-06-11T16:23:00.005+08:00

boohoo ):
i feel sick today . tsk ! i keep going to the toilet .
not shitting but pee-ing , seriously . it feels so annoying .
&my head spinning . dont feel like going out at all .
and yeah , i feel like pulking . body feels so weak .
idk whts wrong with today . gosh !
huuu ~ watch hannah montana the movie on the net .
and there's a hotstuff acting in it . i forgot his name .
he so efffing cute ! (: okay , thts enough .
go watch for yourself , okay ? ..

xoxo ,

Trainwreck ♥

2009-06-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

We're wasting precious time, the clock is ticking
Can you hear the countdown
With every hour, give me the power
I need the strength to carry on !

Silence ♥

2009-06-08T22:08:00.004+08:00

You said you love me ,
but no matter how much you say it i cant feel it .
All this while i still think you dont love me .
You still save my name as Syida in your contact .
Eventho you're the one who asked me whether i wanna have a relationship you ,
but i took it seriously .
Still i control myself from msg-ing other guys .
You're still rough to me ,
but not gentle .
What i am to you ?
Ive been asking myself this .
I always wanted to tell you this ,
but i know maybe you wont understand what im trying to say .

Hear me baby ,
I love you ! ♥

lesbian partners ♥

2009-06-07T21:40:00.004+08:00

BOO ~ hehehes (:
I went out with my gf and arifa .
We went to The Cathay to support girlfy's sister .
She went to audition for Singapore Idol , wooooh !
Sadly , in the end the postponed it on the 13 i guess .
It was full , darn !
We ate at swensen . credits to Arifa cos he treat us :D
After tht went to meet my bf awhile at Plaza Singapura .
He went bugis with hys friends afterwards .
Gf slept over my house yesterday .
We slept at 4.30am . HAHAA .
We watched some funny video by Russell Peter at Youtube .
It was damn funny ! then we watched Top 60 ghetto names .
One of the name is like Watermelondrea ? ROFL !
But the way they say is like damn hilarious uh !
Their acent and their head spinning around . hehehes .
Afterwards , we played solitaire & hearts . She won , boohoo ):
Oh well , im still beginner anwway . It doesnt matter , bwueeeeks !

Love lies bleeding ,

lacrymosa ♥

2009-06-05T21:51:00.007+08:00

It's been in the past for awhile
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy? Still miss you baby
It was real, it was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is all these ashes

Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all said and done
How could I be losing you forever?
After all the time we spent together?
I had to know why i had to lose you
Now you'll just become
Like everything I'll never find

In a dream you appear
For awhile you were here
So I keep sleeping
Just to keep you with me
I draw a map, connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing I'll keep reliving

Daylight ♥

2009-06-03T21:52:00.004+08:00

Baby you, is the diamond that lasts forever
And I just can't take a single step without you
Baby to you, I'll always be a faithful lover'
Cause my heart can't make a single beat without you

You make me fly
You get me high
You turn my world to such a better place
Your crazy touch
The sweetest rush
Is something that saved my life

I wanna spend my nights and days between your arms
Everyday breathing your love
And even in my dreams
I wanna be kissing your lips
Baby breathing your love

Y AFIQ , iloveyou . 020609

starstruck ♥

2009-05-28T17:23:00.004+08:00

hello hello , (:
woohoo , got my results back .
and yeah , fail three . cool uh ?
i mean , normally i fail almost all la .
but i improved . pass my combined science , which i never once pass . heh heh
fail maths , poa & combined humanities . damn . a few more marks i can pass maths la .
damn it ! tsk ! hmm . i gave up poa already since last yr . for my humanities , not yet .
trying my best to pass . huuuu ~ the rest is still okay , just need somemore revision .
then it ll be okay , gaaaaaaahs (:
i get to know this guy name , afiq . pretty cute . stay a few blocks away from me .
schooling at ite amk , tsk . and muzzy is loved by me ! (:
danzuko ask me to give hym a call tonyght , cant wait .
such a long tyme didnt contact hym , kind miish hym . huuu ~
and yeah , can't wait tmr . Liquid Kitchen babeyh !

Y Happy Birthday in advance Fiona ! (:

summerboy ♥

2009-05-18T20:15:00.003+08:00

peekaboo ~
today was alryght . malay paper was quite easy , manageable .
after tht was biology . its was okay la . some question can do , some cant .
haha , majority of us cheated . especially the one beside me , Joshua .
kept on asking Ahmad whts this and whts tht . i cant even concentrate la , tsk !
like sewiously , suddenly my mind wasnt on the paper .
my mind is on hym , oh hehe .
he so cute , and now he just text me . yay me ! (:
i thought he wouldn't want to mcg me about yesterday .
bcos i was mad at hym , bloody danny !
tsk , i trust u so much . there u go telling hym about my life .
i mean come on , its private & confidential .
hmmmmpfh ! doesn't matter now .
eventhough he knows about it , the way he gonna treat me is still the same . (thts wht he told me , hope so .)
calling hym later , he ask to .
im going to enjoy talking with hym at the same tyme melting due to his voice .
chatting with oreoboy . so yeah , i ll update it soon , can ? .. bye , takecare !

Y my love for you gains ,

Goodbye ♥

2009-05-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

hello hello , (:
oh wow , its been a long tyme ie didnt update my blog .
hmmms , life has been going quite good .
just that im in love with this guy ,
been waiting for hym since the day ie get to know hym and met hym .
he's so cute and adorable . he's so interesting tht makes me wanna know hym more .
oh well , tmr is biology & malay paper .
ive studied biology but nowt malay .
haha , doesnt matter la .
ive no mood to continue blogging . shall conitue it the next tyme when ie feel like oteyh .

♥ iloveyou , can ?

French Kiss ♥

2008-09-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

Hello ,
I fell for someone else . Darn , why this things always happens ?
He's super cute lahs , matrep . This saturday going out .
Buke ing outside with my boyfriend . After that maybe going watch movie .
Make It Happen ! dance , dance babeh ! ;D
Idk wht to update somemore .
Oh yeahs , i went johore last friday night .
Sleptover my cousin's house , reached over there around 12plus midnight .
Me and my mummy went to sleep , i had a hard time to sleep !
I felt so scared of something which i dont feel like typing it out .
Morning came , i woke up ar 8plus . haha , early right ?
Then after tht me and my cousin went out buy breakfast .
Watched Meet Dave while having breakfast . Yeahs , i did laugh my ass off !
NYAHAHAS ;D
Kay lah , the rest of the day was boring so i dont feel like typing ! :DD

Make it Happennnn (:

2008-08-23T14:34:00.004+08:00

Hello people.
I went out yesterday with my boyfriend, extremely fun. ;D
After skewl went to Plaza Sing.
Actually wanted to watch Death Race at Junction8.
Sadly, the person asked for IC and i gave it to them and they said its NC16.
Didnt get to watch tht at Junction8. So we went to Plaza Sing.
Went to c wht movie have, so we saw Make it Happen.
The director or producer was from StepUp& StepUp2.
It started at 7.15. So we planned to buy the tickets later on.
So from 5pm till 6pm, we sat at Long John and ate the Creamy Clam Soup.
At 6pm we went to buy the tickets, sadly the tickets are sold out!
We felt so fucked up, hahas. So i told him just try Death Race again. HAHAA.
Yuppppp, so we actually got to buy it like finally. They didnt ask for IC, phew! huhuu.
After buying the tickets went 7eleven, bought Big Gulp and some snacks.
So much for saving money. HAHAA ;D
We went back to the same place, and gave the tickets to them. Finally, the movie started.
Its darn awesome okays! Their cars are like the hottest thang!
Dont miss it, must must watch kay! :DD

DEATH RACE.

2008-08-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
I didn't update for quite a long time.
For now, 3 days pass and i didnt go school.
Sick, sick, sick!
I missed a few paper. POA, Maths, Social Studies& Geo.
Monday going school, having Malay paper. Glad to hear that! (:
The next day will be Biology, damn i gave up on that.
Following day will be Art. Yes, the best subject ever.
First day of exam was Chemistry paper, pretty fine.
Its not as complicated as Biology.
Oh, i cut Bangs yaw. hahahas.
Random much? Alright.
Some people say nice, some people prefered the old one.
For all i know, i love both but still missed the old's.

Y I love my boyfriend.

2008-06-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

School reopen's and i feel so lazy.
I dont have the mood going school for these few days.
Feeling uber tired. Body aching everywhere, its killing me.
Working every single day during the hols. HOHO!
Didnt went out that much except work.
Spent most of time with my friends at work& lunch time.
Got scolded from Malay teacher for sleeping in class today.
Damn, i felt super sleepy today!
Got sake after mother tongue was Recess.
Ate like a piggggg, LOL was joking.

and and i wanna watch Sex and the city can can can ? ;DDD
andddddddddddddd i wanna get anything HotPink! (:
Its super hot yaw. (:

2008-05-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Wow, Common Test 1 was pretty hard.
I've studied real hard though i dont have hope for quite alot of subjects.
Alot of subjects i failed.
I passed only Malay & Art :/
I haven't get back my Chem & Ss paper.
and Damnnnnn, i've g
ot suspended from school.
ONE WEEEEEEEEEK !
Yesss-ah, will be on Wed and will be getting back the Chem & Ss paper.

Chaos babeh! ((((:

2008-04-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

oh damn, i feel so tired!
friday went home late bcos of Founders Day.
it ended around 10pm.
reach home around 11pm, slept at 11.30.
next morning woke up damn early, around 9am.
going Johore, went to Jusco Tebrau City.
and its freaking hot!
shop, shop& shop. we all carried alot of plastic bags.
foods there are superb delicious, yummmms! ;DD
after a long day there, its time to go home.
damn, cramps everywhere.
went to the carpark, finally im sitting down inside the car.
went home, not really packed.
so its was funnnnn! :DDD

2008-03-25T09:20:00.001+08:00

i love you like hell but you dont give a damn anymore.
i regreted for not accepting you.

i know, its random.
i have to let this feeling out.
its been here for quite long.
and it cut me like a knife.
hais, im being too emotional here.
if you read this, just wanna tell you that ;
you're the first guy whom i cried for.

if you guys reading this post and you hate it , get lost aights.
if you love it , then keep on reading.
i just wanna let my feelings out because i have no one to share with.
i dont expect my parents especially.
they think this relationship and love thingy is bullshit.
yeah, i agree with it but basically you cant run away from it.
if i talk about this to them, i ll get worst.
they wont comfort or what instead they make my feelings worser !
hais, byebye ):

2008-03-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

last tuesday watched Step Up 2 with Aisyah . (:
it was awesome . the dance , the song and the actors/actresses .
two of the actors is superb hot ! sizzling hot babeh ! :D
the next day cabot skola .
nyahahas . me and iffah .
we went to bedok . slack around bedok reservoir .
waiting for mine and iffah's friend .
later when my friend came and we went nearby blk and slack while
waiting for iffah's friend . hmmmms , later then he came and we went our seperate ways . lol .
from there me and my friend took taxi to bedok north .
because he very lazy wanna take bus -.-
how pampered ! hahahas . as we reach there , slack on the void deck of
his cousin blk . wait for his cousin to come down .
then slaaaaaaaaaaaack until 4 . then he send me to the bus stop .
took bus 17 to bedok int . then i took bus 168 straight to woodlands .
was a fast journey . if i take the mrt it would be loooonger than the bus .
bus journey is only 45 mins , mrt journey is like more than an hour .
hahas . so convenient to have all these transport nowadays . (:
it was fun after all . enjoyed every bits of it , hahas :D

chaos babeh ! (:

2008-03-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

didnt update for super loooong period.
main reason , lazy !
hahas . for now , i ve the mood to update .
so lets rewind back to march hols .
hmmms , went out a few days only .
the rest stayed at home .
monday i got skool . oh well , went late with bel , abby & joey .
tuesday went out with Azura . we went to buuuuugis .
i didnt shoooop a thang .
damn ! i cant find a thang thats nice .
lol , neeeeed a dress (:
wednesday and thursday stayed at home .
friday went out with Dee and the rest .
super duper fun (: enjoyed myself alot :D

andand , i cant wait to watch STEP UP 2 !
must must watch :D
chaos babey !

2008-03-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

fucking bored sial .
anybody , ask me out !

hohoo !

2008-02-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

Im losing my bestfriend now.
Go annabel , go away from me. Just go with Joey .
GO ! go away from me .
You dont need me anymore .
Im just your useless friend or maybe im not even your friend .
Now i really believe no one in this world will stick with you forever .
When you have new friend , you ll live the old ones .
There's no friend will stick you to the end . Thats a fact , fullstop .

2008-02-26T03:32:00.002+08:00

Last thursday and today i didnt go school.
I dont feel pretty well.
Rest at home like a pig, sleep. -.-
Oh well, tmr is my favourite cousin's, Aisyah, birthday.
I wonder what should i get for her.
She said that she get for me something.
So i must must get for her something.
School was fine. Siti and Jiaen had a fight when im not in school.
They still not ok yet. I wonder what will happen to them tmr.
Will they still fight ? They used to be damn close.
Well, time goes by very fast.

Bye.

2008-02-18T12:27:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went out with Abby, Belle, Belle's boyfriend and his friends.
We went to VIVO, watched movie and slack at the top level.
Watched this funny chinese movie.
The dog damn cute luh and the story is damn sad luh.
I cried over it, sobs!
After the movie, we walked around then got this a group of guy smiling at me.
I smiled back then he walked towards me.
This is the part when our conversation goes....

Him: Remember me ?
Me: No.
Him: Im Solihin, your cousin.
Me: I dont have a cousin named Solihin.
Him: You sure or not that you cant remember ?
Me: I know i dont have a cousin named Solihin, damn sure.
Him: Ok nvm. Btw, whats your name ?
Me: Syahida, lols.

Then he walked away waving and smiling at me. I waved and smiled at him back.
When he walked towards his friends, his friends cant stop laughing at him
about that incident. HAHAA. Funny lah sial.

2008-02-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

Im really happy because i got laptop from my daddy for my birthday.
Thank you daddy, iloveyou!
and got new handphone from mummy!
WHEEEU, thanks!
Valentine was great too.
Cute couples were everywhere.
I adore them.
I wish i could date with this hot guy.
Anyways, today going out with my sayangs.
Belle and Abby, ily! (:
Alright, i wanna get ready.

Toodles.

2008-02-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hello.
It's been a long time i didn't update my blog.
Basically i'm lazy.
I've got two weeks of suspention.
First week was in-house suspention which is in school.
They let us go home at 4pm. It was super boring cos we stayed in the
same room for about 7 hours. Total boredom! Our lunch was at 12.
Another week was out-house suspention which we can't go back to school.
Stayed at home, well at least i can sleeeeeeeeeeeep rather than staying in
school reading books only. Monday going back school already.
Back as normal. Lessons, finally! I missed alot of lesson, class test.
I dont know how am i supposed to catch up all the lesson that i missed.
Especially poa. Im weak in it. Oh fuck!

Bye! ;D

2007-12-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hello.

So on the 28 December 2007.
I went out with mummy.
We went to Orchard to eat " Ayam Penyet " .
Walked around lucky plaza until 3 plus.
Then we went to Tangs and bought a Elle sling bag for me.
After that, took bus to Pasir Ris.
Went there to go to eat at Sakura.
So while waiting for my mummy's friend, walked around White Sands mall.
And i saw this gorgeous Adidas bag pack and i really want it desperately.
It cost like a 100 bucks, OMG.
I was persuading mummy to buy for it.
She said, " ask ur daddy " . Yeah i know, DIAO! -.-
I was like it's only once in a year i get to buy expensive school bag.
OMG, that bag is just to tempting to buy!

29 December 2007.

I went out with Dee (azura's sis), Azura & Saiful (old friend).
I was shocked that Dee bring along Saiful!
Basically, me and Azura dont like him.
We find him very flirt-ish. Okeh, whatever.
We went to Queensway. Azura bought her school bag.
Checkered black and white, hahaa. It's limited edition by Jansport.
It's super cute. She look like one skater girl! hehiks. ;D
Afterwards, we went to Plaza Singapura and watched I am Legend.
Okeh when we were on our way to Plaza Sing, i kinda lost my wallet.
Luckily, Saiful helped me take my wallet that left at the KFC before we leave.
I was so panicked. ><
Anyways, back to the movie.
It's about this virus that turned human to some weird human creature.
Hahaa, i dont know how to explain lah. Some how u'll get it , ok ?
And this creature came out at night.
They'll hunt human for food, human eat human.
Interesting. Ok, after the movie went back home.
At woodlands interchange, me and Azura continue our gossips about Saiful.
Azura said, " Today has been my bitch-iest day " .

Okeh, thats all for today.
Will be continued . ..

Bye.

2007-12-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Yesterday was the bomb!
I shop like i never did before.
Bought a new pencil case for school.
Clothes, clothes, clothes and more clothes! :D
I also bought this cute star necklace from
the Blues at Causeway Point.
Oh well, Azura bought a bangle.
Damn, she got alot of bangles and its all different type.
Cool huh, i mean she has her own interest.

I'm going off now, i'll get it update soon.
Byebye. ;D

2007-12-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

Okeh, i have to let this feeling out!
I find that my close friend dont need me anymore.
It's like she already have a new friend.
They always do something together.
Maybe a little jealous here.
It's like we're drifting apart.

Oh, i've bought new watch. YELLLLOW ;D

2007-12-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Sorry for not updating the blog for so long.
Oh well, my internet was something wrong so couldn't update.
Since now it's okeh, i shall update.
Okeh, school gonna start in TWO weeks time.
Didn't expect it to be so looong.
Haven't buy school books yet, so lazy.
Even school shoes, bag and pencil case; OMG!
And yeah, got new phone.
Thanks mummmy, love the phone. :D
Last week, went east coast with some of my classmates.
It was fcuking fun, enjoyed myself.
This friday going ice-skating with them again.
Agagahs, can't barely wait. ;D

Bye. [:

2007-11-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hello.
So today, went to Orchard with mummy, aunty & cousin. [:
Watched the preview of Enchanted at Shaw House.
Oh god, the movie is like super funny and romantic.
The girl is such a prettaye, i'm jealous. ;D
Okeh, got this part of the movie is like Snow White.
But the most character that i like is this animal, something like a squirrel.
So cute, oh gosh. The way it talk, freaking cute luh. hehe.
Ok, stop it syeedarh. I don't want to talk about it anymore.
You should watch for urself. :D

Byebye. ;D

2007-11-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello.

So people, got back my subject combination results.
Yups, it's VERY satisfying. (:
I've gotten chemistry, biology, social studies, geography, p.o.a, art, english & malay.
Hahaa. For social studies, i don't really want to do it but it's compulsory.
Another thang that i'm happy for is that my dearest chocolate, Annabel,
took all the same subject as me except for malay. Like duh, obviously she have to take
chinese right. I think we're in the same class next year. Hahaa, so can ponteng together.
But we're not gonna do it everytime like used to, it's gonna change.
Not always but sometime. C, we're changing to the better except for a thang that we can't
really change. Fullstop, hahaa.

Byebye. ;D

2007-11-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

Hello.
We were so close for once.
I was his listener whenever he need to talk.
He message when he need me.
Now, he already have a girl, he forget me.
We are like strangers now, not even friend.

I miss you, Hafiq.

2007-11-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Sore Eyes. Damn it.

Irritating sia. Itchy, red eyes. Oh fuck it.

2007-10-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Like omg, i'm promoted to sec 3.
Surprisingly! Cause i thought i'm going to retained.
Overall i passed. Though i did quite bad for the papers.
Whatever it is, three cheers for me! :D
I can't wait to be an UPPER sec student.
Okok, next year i'm gonna start right.
Concentrate and study hard.
But for now, holidays coming and let's boogy woogy! ;D

Enjoy the hols, Bye. (:

2007-10-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I'm gonna retained this year.
Okeh, i fail everything except for maths and malay.
Like seriously, i can't go sec 3 if my results are like this.
I've tried my very best to pass, but there's no way.
I'm a useless person. I can't make my parents proud.
What more can i do to make it worst?
Oh fuck, everything change!
I'm a stupid person.

Bye

2007-10-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

Oh god.
I seriously no mood to raya.
First thang first, everybody has their date.
Except for me. Thats really fuck up.
How am i gonna face when i'm going out with my friends?
Oh well, what to do. I can't really force a guy to be my date right?
Oh forget it, i'm going off now.
Before i forget, happy beraya-ing everyone. :D

Bye.

2007-10-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya !

to all the muslim people. :D

2007-10-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

FCUK SIAL !
i screwed up in history paper.
but anyways, i gave up on that fcuking subject luh.
so not important in my life but then they make it
compulsory. fuck bodoh!
and oh english, literature, geography & malay was
easy. especially malay. freaking easy.i got 1 hour to sleep.
WHOOO! (:

lastly i wanna say that, just broke up with terence.
so sad, but yeah what can i do.
so whatever it is, i'll stay strong! ;D

2007-09-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

hello.

today went to library again.
azura was tutoring me.
it's hard for me to catch up all
the algebra that i missed for how
many months ago. i'm okeh with
other topic. except for simple interest.
super weak in that. i get distracted over
stupid irritance guys. and cos of that,
it's hard for me to get that freaking algebra
formulae on my head. grr!
and girls, please stop get the guys attention.
it's freaking irritating.
library is meant to be a place for stuying not
finding for " jodoh " . don't be a desperado.
okeh, whatever syeedarh. naggy much! (x

alright peeps. thats all for today.
i'll be updating it sooooon, bye! (:

2007-09-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

hello you all. (:

today went out with Zura.
went to library to revise.
like wow, i'm still stuck in algebra.
that topic is at chapter 2. stuuuupid me.
urgh! when will i get over that freaking topic.
nevermind. don't give up. it's for my own good.
so after revising and all that,
we went to walk around at causeway.
while walking, got this group of guys saying
" eh eh, cuuuuute seh. " with a really matured
tone. freaky luh sial and also funny at the same time.
and oh, Zura was trying to imitate it. honestly, it's damn funny!
just can't stop laughing. people think i'm insane. (x
hoho, it's still on my mind right now.
can't get it off. sheesh!
guys nowadays, nothing better to do. =/

ok peeps, i'll stop here. till then, bye! (:

2007-09-02T10:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOUE!

yesterday went to johore.
with mummy& azura.
it was superb fun lahr seh.
finally i got my with-foot leggings.
bought this cute coca cola shirt. (:
thats all, couldn't think what to buy somemore.
but it was fun. went to JUSCO kt tebrau there.
hahas. then then go to city square.
guys there such a pain in the ass man.
disturb people, like as if they so handsome
BLEHHS! disgusting okehh!
anyways, enjoy myself so much.
YAYY! :D

cheers. (:

2007-08-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

hello.

YAYY, i'm superb happy with my result.
i improve all subject except for my malay&
history. i failed malay, for the first time in my life.
maybe because of the new teacher, haha.
& oh, i failed my history.
thats so obvious lahr.
i don't even put my effort in that subject.
how do i expect it to pass right?
anyways, last sunday went out with my
dearest ex, akmal. he's still cute.
love his new hairstyle & his red lips.
flashbacks came when i sat beside him.
& it's like i want him back.
but yeah, think twice before doing anything.
oh well, i'll stop here. till then, bye!

cheers.

2007-08-23T07:21:00.000+08:00

hello.

it's been a week i didn't update my blog.
oh well, i'm dissapointed in myself.
i failed my malay& it's my first time.
passed my maths, science& geo.
i haven't get my eng paper yet
cos yesterday i didn't go school.
having high fever, sobs.
&oh, i also failed my history.
thats a must to fail lahr.
never in my life i pass that subject.
i mean, it's such a boring thang!
at least geo is much more better.
pray for me, hope i pass my eng.
alright now, i'll stop here.

cheers. (:

2007-08-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
last friday went home late.
slacked at 'nyamok' with amiera& some of my new friend.
they're so friendly, i LIKE. (:
hahas. reached home, got scolded from my mother.
i gave her all sorts of lies.
i mean thats the thang i can do so that i can slack till late
night. if not, i can't. u know how sad it is to be GOOD girl
every single time. i'm getting pissed of it.
anyways, let's not about it anymore.
uhms, oh, don't u adore those sweet couples out there?
if only u're in that position right now, dating with that hot
guy. that would be superb man!
yeah, i know. dream on syeedarh.
i mean, who the hell want me kn?
huahuahua.
anyways, i'll get back to u guys later.

LOOVES, HADLEY JULIET.

2007-08-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello.
tomorrow is national day, WEEEE (:
i can't go for the fireworks.
my cousin's engagement is tomorrow, wtf!
they just ruin my day. freak luhs!
today, school was fine.
did some drawing. YAY.
i love drawing but it sucks though.
well, our class banner didn't won.
but it's alright. i had fun, so much!
nyetnyet, i'm blank.
&oh, my father keeps on yacking.
it's hurting my ear luhs!
gtg dearest people, byebye& tc. (:

CHEERS;
HADLEY JULIET. (:

2007-07-30T15:49:00.000+08:00

I LOOVES YOU FADHLY!

will you be me romeo?
.....pretty please?

HAHAA. raaaaaaandom stuff. :D

2007-07-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

went bugis with AZURA.
shop, shop& shop till i drop
bought a jean, black. thought of buying
the one maroon too. it looks super cute.
bought red belt, LOOVES!
short of money, so can't really buy alot
of stuff. hurhur. should have brought
100 bucks instead of 50. GRR!
cute shirts is a need.
oh well, need to wait.
it won't run away.
i wanted to buy the red cardigan but
i scared the xiao family think i copied them.
cos they the one who bought it first.
i wanted to buy it before them actually
but short of money again. GRR!

i'm waiting for his call, i miss him. =/

till then, byebye!

cheers. :D

2007-07-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello, hello!

went to vivo, met my friend. he's from st gabriel's. hahas.
then his friend also have luhs. & all of our uniform look alike
our tops white& bottoms navy blue. (:
had fun today, enjoyed the raining season. COLDDDDD!
& they sang UMBRELLA song. very cute luhs! :D
luckily brought my cardigan along. there wasn't much
people there. like duh, it's raining& it's on weekdays.
oh wells, there's nothing i can say for now. i'm blank.
i'll be updating it soon. (:

CHEERS.

2007-07-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

so so, let's start with AMIERA! (:
went to buy bubble tea just now with her.
she's like the best thaaaang. i can talk hours with her.
anyways,
some woodland sec guys was calling my name out
when we were on our way to bubble tea shop.
yeah i know, my name is nice. (:
hahas. shiok sendirik luhs, i know.
school was normal.
nothing much happened.
oh yeah, alex, better give me back my money.
u kambeeeeengs! i tell mr tan tmr! bleahs. (x
lame luhs, i know. huahuahua.
i like like iskandar. friend only, GRR.
he lend me his adidas watch.
so striking luhs seh the colour. gold& black.
ouch, my eyes! hahahas.
c, i'm so cheerful today cos of iskandar. (:
hehiks, kluhs. i'm so happy till my brain is blank.
oh oh, i'm loving RED! (:

CHEERS. (:

2007-07-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello.

i'm super tired now.

i'll be updating my post by tomorrow.

thank you. (:

2007-07-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

school started.
&& exams coming soon.
mine's like next month, on the 13.
gee, why time fly so fast?
later, it'll be 2008. we don't even realise it luhs.
oh, i miss camp. like seriously la.
though it's tiring, it's like super super fun luhs.
i don't miss the toilets over there. so eww.
they really need a renovation!

those days when i don't care about my looks!

i'm a vainpot lahrs!
like omg, i'm fugly && i'm a vainpot? i'm gilers.
oh yeah, gotten my class photo, wheeeu!
&& oh, i look like so blurr. huhu.

; i feel so greeeeen today.

cheers. (:

2007-06-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Camp was uber fun.
I got this instrutor name, MING RUI.
He's cute la can && he's 20 la! huhu.
When i thought flying fox was scary,
it's actually fun la, super!
HAHAAA, shouted like hell. :D
WHEEEU ! :DDD
Enjoy myself so muuuuch that
i slept through the night without waking up
which i always do.
Class t-shirt was fine,
i mean LIME GREEN font is nice ! :D
I envy 2 Praise class t-shirt cos it's RED!
I LOOVES RED ! :D

Three cheers for the Diaryfarm Adventure Camp ! (:

2007-06-24T14:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
I'm busy for the past few days.
Sleptover grand's & cousin house.
It was super fun.
My aunt got married.
She's perfectly beatiful& gorgeous.
Ate alooooot of delicious fooood.
I'm getting fatter these few days.

TICK-TOCK, tomorrow start schooling.
Super faaaaaaaaaast!
Cheers.

I'm FUGLY.

2007-06-22T11:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Last tuesday went to Sentosa with Dee& Tiaraaaaa.
You two made my day! (:
It was super fun but Dee's not enjoying herself.
I'm getting darker, hoho.
HAHAA, i'm craving for more BEACH-ING .

Oh freaaaak, school starting soon. I've got to face them again!
Wahlao, what a life i have in this school.
Another school, please? Riverside will do. Anything other than kcpss.
Oh wells, it's not my luck in this school. Just have to ignore all this!
Cheers.

2007-06-17T08:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

So people, i feel kinda freak out.
Uhms, the reason is that my parents didn't allow me to go to Azura's chalet.
Oh, they say im TOO young. I believe there's adult there.
Azura's sister is there. HELLO! She's considered an adult already.
Her cousin also 18& above. I know her cousin quite well.
I cant even go for the bbq today. At least im not overnight-ing there!
Urgh! I need some space u freaking parents!
I cant stand ur freaking attitude!

xoxo; 'SYAHIDA.

2007-06-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU.

Im so fcuking annoyed by my parents.
Will they give me some space?
What the hell they want from me?
All i do is wrong.
And thanks dad for calling me babi!
What a dad i have, even other people parents
wont call their child like that!
If you want me to get lost from your fcuking house, i will.
I know who i am, i realised who i am.
If dont love me for who i am, why u take me since baby?
You motherfcuking parents!

-ITHINKIROCk; I know im bicthy, slut or prostitude or whatever. I didnt disturb ur fcuking life right, what the
hell you want from me huh?

2007-06-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU. :D
So how's hols?
Uhms, its like okeh.
Oh wells, went back to school like 2 days per week.
Got malay supplementry class.
Hmm, been going out lately.
The places ive been its like vivo, plaza sing& bugis.
Those normal place where there's alot of shoppers.
Didnt shop much. Thought of saving money to buy ipod nano.
So, zura's got herself a mp3, creative something something.
Didnt remember what it called. 55 bucks, the cost is actually not bad for 1 GB.
Tomorrow maybe going plaza sing again to accompany DEE, zura's sister.
She's buying the Xtina ticket i guess. Omg, i wanna go seh.
But it cost like hundreds over. The cheapest its like 98 bucks.
It aint worth it to me. But if i wanna go, no choice la, need to get the 98 bucks one.
Next week is zura's chalet. She's inviting her cousin. But most of them will be girls.
Her brother coming along, cos maybe we're celebrating his birthday.
Dude, happy advanced bday yeah. :D
Oh yeaaaah, im so NEED to get a sundress& with foot leggings not footless.
Its hard to get seh. Oh wells, went to TOPSHOP, it's out of stock.
Uhhuh, before that also i went TOPSHOP and again out of stock.
So unlucky! Im desperately want that thang!
Anyways, i think i talk alot for today.
Shall stop here& update it some other time yeah.

Cheers. :D

2007-06-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
Sorry didnt update for these few days.
Went melaka. My faaaaaaaaaaar cousin got married.
YUMMY, the food uber delicious.
Overnight there, then went home the next day.
Which is yesterday. The bride look like a doll.
The makeup all. HAHAA.
On Saturday night went shopping.
Uncle drove us there.
His future wife sister family also follow.
FUN FUN FUN! The sister son, CUTE.
His smile is simply gorgeous.
Went the kampong back like 12 mid?
Then change clothes, zzzZZzzz.

Will be updating soon.
Cheers [: